A year has passed....
I'll never forget the day we met, My life changed forever.
You are responsible for so many positive changes I've made over the last 14yrs.
I thought you would always be around.. Never imagined you would ever go away..
I remember how we used to spend every waking hour chatting about everything and everyone...
planning to right the wrong in the world..
In all the time I knew you, we never argued, never shared harsh words, it was an intense but amazing friendship
You were such a modest man.. shy... yes... shy. Yet never afraid to share your thoughts.. I never ever tired of listening to you talk.. I admired you so much, whenever I told you how wonderful and clever you were,(and handsome with it) you would be so embarrassed and would make a joke... Always the joker
I am so very, very thankful for having met you and having shared in your life..
You have been very close to me these past few weeks..
Maybe it's been wishful thinking... but on more than a few occasions when I've been thinking of you
Something relevent to you has happened.. I just want you to know.. I know you are here..... Listening as always
With tears in my eyes and a heavy heart, I write these words... I'm ok... but I miss you..
You once told me that you hated missing someone
and that you didn't want to have the feelings that came with missing someone... I didn't understand that until now. Have I said "I miss you"
R.I.P Dearest of Friends x